I’m not good at it. Never have been really, I always asked for my presents early, be it Christmas or birthday… I just couldn’t wait another minute to find out what my present would be.
I’m worse now. They massacred my breast with a spring loaded needle that drove into my skin and took out samples. The lidocaine injection pre-op worked just on my skin, but not the tissue below. I feel like I was boob-punched. And of course, there was a mishap - a snagged needle on some breast fibers, which required a snip by the dr. Oh, sorry, that never happened before. Pffft.
So now I’m waiting. Thursday is the day. Dammit, I just want to be able to say that my boobies are free of cancer and that I can go on with my life. That is, until some other crisis causes me to freak out. I really wasn’t lucky in the health department. Kid department, hubby department, sure… but health, aw, hell no.
Crossing fingers and toes, and waiting.
June 18th, 2008 at 1:09 pm
Another non-waiter here…I’m right there with you!!! This thursday - like tomorrow, thursday? Okay so thats only a day of torturous waiting. Still sucks but I’m hopeful that you will get those good results sooner than expected.