Tori’s Writing Hole

whether I will be under the knife soon, or if I’ll ever be able to have children again. I’m afraid the two answers will be yes and no. Pain, searing and dull at the same time, has invaded my insides with a vengeance. Yes, I already had problems, but never like this. I hope I will come out of this experience whole and healthy, but with my prior experiences (both familial and personal) I know it’s never easy.

Sometimes, I wonder if some higher power has a thing against me. I never did anything to hurt you, higher power - so stop messing with me! Either that or nature has decided I just had it too easy with my other chronic illnesses, and wanted to give me a kick into additional pain and problems. Ok, I know I was blessed with much (and still am) but really - I’m not taking it for granted. I get it - live well, don’t be bad, love often. I do these and more, so take away the curse, ok?

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