Insomnia.
Posted in Random Nonsense on 08/06/2007 09:58 am by toriIt’s back with a vengeance. Of course, this isn’t my first bout with the anti-Sandman, I’ve been unable to sleep normally for most of my life. Sleeping pills like Ambien and numerous different Valium cousins work for a while, but leave me all hung over and unable to wake up in the middle of the night - not good for a mommy. The funny thing is, I’m nearly always tired during the day - that hazy fatigue, feeling like the aftermath of an all-nighter calculus study session. Right now, my eyes are puffy and dark, covering my vision from the bottom up. I feel… sodden, or bloaty, or both. Coffee’s not even cutting it, my precioussss.
I know part of it’s worry, part stress, part well, everything in my life. Of course, just like everyone else, my life isn’t easy. I hear good news and learn bad at the same time. Mentally… well, feh. We all know how I am in that regard.